Pieces

So this past week has been a rough one. I miss you more than ever. I got your iPod and listened to some songs that make me think of you. That probably wasn't a good thing. I picked Red. The whole thing reminds me of you. I cried the entire time I listened to it. Then I heard this song, Pieces. It first made me think of you and made think how messed up things are. Then, I was redirected to think that I'm not alone and that God is here to pick me up and put my "pieces" back together. It's all I can do at this point. All I can do is pray. The kids are sad too. For the past two days, they've cried at bedtime and they tell me how much they miss you. Kaden says he misses you wrestling with him and watching movies with him in the bed. I miss that too! We miss you more than ever! I love you today!